2 To all the men I have loved before stanza I know that we have had fun|Fun with our bodies|Fun with our senses stanza I know that at one time I gave|Gave you my body|Gave into the fun stanza I know that I said I love you|You had my body|You had my soul stanza I know that I left you all alone|All alone without my body|All alone without my soul stanza I know that you left me alone|Alone without your touch|Alone without your love stanza I am with someone else now|He fills my senses with passion|He fills my heart with love|He fills my body and my soul >2 I won't leave him nor he me. 2 Secret Love stanza My heart is misplaced|My mind acknowledges >6 my pain. stanza My body felt his touch|My soul went up >6 in flames. stanza I see his face constantly|I hear his voice inside >6 my head. stanza I feel his hands on me|I must know why I >6 feel dread. stanza Heart broken I stand.|Soul pierced I fall >6 broken. stanza Eyes full of many tears.|Mouth closed many words >6 spoken. stanza Passion wracks my body.|Love wavers in my heart >6 secretly. stanza A spoken word can kill|A part of me dies whenever >6 we meet. 2 Illicit Love stanza I desire your touch on my skin|I want to feel you inside of me again.|I long for your caresses on my flesh|I need you to love me again. stanza I miss your arms around me still|I cry not, with only strength of will.|My heart grows colder with time.|My love for you I must kill. stanza I crossed that line not knowing.|I hide it within me not showing|I love you against the rules we set|Yet I found it inside of me growing. stanza Once I almost said those words.|Once I was tempted with the absurd.|I know you will never be mine.|I am entangled in love's cords. stanza I let my heart freedom to roam|And now it won't come back home.|I regret only one thing in this affair.|That I can't have you for my own.